24 april

ihsanRuzaini says:
hey
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hey
ihsanRuzaini says:
blajar tdi?
bgos2
wat isit dat u want to talk about?
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hahah
had to
huhu
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
abt us
ihsanRuzaini says:
go on

wats on ur mind?
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hmmmmmmmm
i just want to apologize
abt everythng tats simply holding you bck
ihsanRuzaini says:
fr example
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
gving you tat "hope"
ihsanRuzaini says:

actually i dun expect much
i dun mind if u and me are not meant to b tgthr
srious
not meant to b tghthr as in couples or frens
u undrstnd MyObjective right?
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
yea
ihsanRuzaini says:
srious phm
its good dat u undrstnd
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
i always do
but..
ihsanRuzaini says:
go on..
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
you're making me feel tat im never going to undrstn
ihsanRuzaini says:
okae
dat part im in d wrong
bcos im scared u knw
scared dat im nt gg to fulfill my 4year plan
whn u alwys tell me to move on
im scared
read my pm
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
but why u dun want to?
i read
ihsanRuzaini says:
bcos i live up to my promises
i live up to every word dat i said
ill alwys b thr fr my frens whn i say it
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hmmmmmmmmmm
dont be mad whn i say this but......... its my point of view....
you should really give watii anthr chc. she's dying.
i just know hw she feels. if i were to stand in her shoes, ill be dead by now.
read her tumblr
ihsanRuzaini says:
i read it evryday
i knw hw she feels evryday
she threw me like a tissuepaper.
and now she's digging through dat same bin to pick me up back
by thn im decompose
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hahah
hey
everyone makes mistakes
ihsanRuzaini says:
and now she's regretting her mistakes
i knw im in dat kind of situation right nw
but i can take d blow
Muhammad Ali gave me a left hook
i took dat blow and kept moving forward
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
mohd ali?
ihsanRuzaini says:
one of the greatest boxer in the world
he has retired
evryday
u gave me a powerful blow
whn d ref was about to count to 10
i picked myself up and kept moving frward
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hey
ive hurt u bad enough
ihsanRuzaini says:
evrypart of my body cant move
but my legs and most imprtantly
my heart
is still gg strong
trying to win dat round
evn if were to lose dat fight by end of year4
i lose with honour
ive given my best
and all d fans appreciate my fight
now im starting to cry
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hahaa
y?!
ihsanRuzaini says:
my fight were fill with emotions
d main objective here is dat
u want me to move on.is dat right?
bcos uve fallen for anothr guy.am i right?
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
no
i want you to mve on bcos i cnt see you hanging yourself
ihsanRuzaini says:
rest assure
i can bear d pain
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
i cnt bare seeing you tat way
ihsanRuzaini says:
ure very sweet girl
dont wanting to see me hurt
but i can bear d pain
my heart is strong
believe me
ure d only girl who can make me cry in my life
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
hey
dnt say tat
ihsanRuzaini says:
its not bcos uve done somting bad
its bcos ure too caring and sweet.and uve touched my heart with wat u did
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
but ive broke it
ihsanRuzaini says:
and uve fix it
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
no
ihsanRuzaini says:
yes
whn i see u happy,dat can fix my heart
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
no
ihsanRuzaini says:
yes
my frens smer kter"u evrytime want see her happy but nvr think of urself"
justin and mogan said dat
sriously,ill be happy to see u happy
dats y im thr whn u brq wit mann
rmmeber wat we've promised to each othr
we'll promise to each othr dat there'll be no jealousy.we'll help,guide n be each othr shoulder to cry on
and i live up to wat I promised
u thr
i have to offl9 around 8.30
♥sArmiRa fiLzah's♥ says:
im here
but y u dont..........
hmmmmmmm
nvm.........
nw....... its just weird to talk to you u know
ihsanRuzaini says:
its not weird
just say wats on ur mind
fr me now.its d only time i can talk to u
u wont reply my msg
its a privilage now
im crying again
sometimes im scared dat now is d only time u would talk to me
im scared dat u will start ignoring me again
im not scared of most things.but im scared of not being able to talk and see u again
evn if u were to be with d one whom u love now
im nt scared of dat happening
im just scared u would frget me
im scared dat u would not b srious wat ive said to u
mira
i hope to hear ur voice or at least msg me at night
u alwys make me worry
i dunno whtehr ure reading wat ive send
im scared mira
im scared
gtg
bb
hope u undrstnd wat im trying to say

hope u and dat boy go off well