8 September 2009;im right here in school doing my music CA. hahahah!!! i think he's at home, still asleep. hahaahhaha!!!! just now, after sahur, WE OTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just to get me sleepy. put down phone, cannot sleep. texted him, he oso not aslp. he had the feeling im not aslp. arent he swit?!!!! eeehe! woke up at 8.20. and im here.=D7 September 2009;HE HEALED A BIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went to cik jun's house go cut hair. then go home, damn dizzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! otp with him. then go break fast. he felt a bit sick. then asked him rest. then, at night, watched princess protection. and im done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! otp with him at night!!!!=D6 september 2009;HAPPY 8 MONTHSARY TO SYAQIM MUSIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S SICK AGAIN!!!!!! but better?? i guess. hmmm..... at least got to text him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehehe. went imm followed by ikea. buy things for hari raya. heheheheheh! wah. the things damn heavy la sey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahaha!!! then had to carry it home. called dad to help us. then reached home. got to text him just for a moment then im busy with helping mum. cousins breaking fast at our house. when done, text him and otp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. but............... im sorry.;(5 september 2009;HE'S SICK AGAIN!!!!! but better. 38.7. consider okay what!! hahahahhah!!! then asked him rest again. im just at home doing house chores. then he go his grandma house to break fast. he's sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiya. then at night his uncle bring him to clinic at clementi. doctor says he's down with THE VIRUS. i dont get wat it mean. not even him. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................... but the doctor says he's going to be okay. JUST GET WELL SOON MY DEAR. at night, went sheng siong. blah3.4 September 2009;
Just felt like saying it out.
im now back with them. just them.
it seem so hard bonding, trusting and facing them.
i dunno why. but its hard.
and awkward.
i know. my fault. nvm. i know my mistakes.
im a human. i do make mistake.
but you guys scold me as if im a perfect person.
URGH!!!!
that's the main reason why its so hard.
do you know how hurtful is it when your fren scolds you and blame it all to you.
fine. if its really your fault, there's always a better way.
im not an animal who listen to your orders you know.
im not one.
you guys just dont understand. its hard.
blending back.
a smile im faking.
each day without failing.
nobody will see me crying.
co'z i only do when im sleeping.
im just trying my very best.
i dont care how you guys want to face me.
coz i do things with a reason.
but i keep i to myself.
for what tell people when they dont even show
that they care.
im just suffering in slence
right here.
i know who to run to when im down.
and its up to me to decide who i want it to be.
hey. HARI RAYA has arrived. 
last day of puase ready!!!!!!!!!
TODAY!!!!!!!! 
got to know reasons from sis. hmm.... about SOMETHING. just something. then go work at sis place. last minute, need someone. then i go la. hahahha!!! it was busy. quite bz. but okay la. hahahha!! then after work. text him using sis hp. then got to know he went geylang!!! hehehehe. then went home. did my compo. and called him. minutes later, mimie asked me call her. called. and SOMETHING happened. WTF la! URGH! nvm. 
went out with rascal. buka puase. meet up around 4. but around 5 then walk. hahahaha!!! cepat kn?!!! i know. hahahaha!!! then took bus to jp and train to vivo. by the time we reach, its already 6++. then go in banquet and find seat. damn kecoh la sey! hahahhahah!! then wait3. buy food. eat3. then walk. stand at the entrance for awhile. hahhah!!! then went henderson wave. damn tiring la sey!!! like seriously!!!! hahahahha!!! but there's when i did a mistake. hmm.... relax at henderson wave till 10++. then took bus to redhill MRT. me and mann jek turon. the others stop at queentown. but no difference. meet up back. hahahhahh!!! then took bus at interchange. noticed at simcard inactivate. then called home using mann hp. he didnt get off. i asked him not to. then reached home. blah3. i called him. soon. i slept.;) and yea. phone got confiscated again. so yea. anything, call my house=D 
HE'S SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went geylang at night with mum, sis and mus. i treat the cab fare. ahhahahah!!!! go eat at teh tarik at jurong west. then head home. reached home around 12?? i think. hahahha!!! his fever so bad!!! 39.1. WOW!!!! right? asked him to rest. GET WELL SOON!!!
his sore throat getting worst!!!! :O! then now he having mathematics paper. later social studies. GOOD LUCK MY DEAR!!!!!;D heartz.;D
