February 27, 2010





hey. got home at 3.30a.m yesterday. wow. damn damn damn sleepy!!! seriously!!! hahahha!! andyea. he slept together with me. and yea. MY NAME IS KHAN damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so so so so so so so so sad;(((. seriously. all cried.;((. and yea. u people out there should really watch this movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. highly recommended;D. sriously!!! and yea. im home all day. later going over to adibah's crib. wanted to print out something;D. and yea. thats all.;D

February 26, 2010


hey there everyone!!!! yesterday went to arnold's at city plaza with cik ayu, cik amy and mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. huhu. by car. arnd 7. reached. ate. =DDDDDD. huhuhuhuhu. k shuddup;D. and yea. took some pictures of the food and stuffs. first time been there!!!! hahaahhaha!!! the food damn damn nice!!! and yea. then head home. reached home, was so sleepy. then slept. but since 6 plus didnt received. then wondered. then got this feeling of this particular thing. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm............ then just slept as cant get through him. and yea. at 2.30 woke up. cant sleep. dont know why. suddenly felt so thristy and sort. hmmm... wonder... saw the text. and yea. he too cant sleep. then yea. i ate donut in the middle of the night. hahahhaah!!! then slept with the aircon. very hot!!!!. and yea....

the next day which is today, things were.................... u know............... happy?? and sad too?? huhu!! dont know why. ahhahaha!!! then yea. did the skit. was so natural actually. ray said that i look normal but deep inside i was shivering like hell!!!! seriously!!! and yea. went for badminton tournament;D. hehhehe!!!... cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously. and yea. meet mann after that. got to know stuffs. and yea. recorded. ;(. but still....... never wrong;D. hehhehe!! and yea. walked home with my love. you know. got home. sis was home!!! but she went to buy the tickets. and yea.... TONIGHT WATCHING MIDNIGHT MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "MY NAME IS KHAN". and yea. tats all folks;D

February 25, 2010

Quarreling with parents.

Quarreling with parents.
Yes, we know that our parents can sometimes be, sorry to say, frustrating, unfair, etc, but how do we keep our temper in check to prevent fights with parents when they're getting on our nerves?

1. Slow down and think.

Taking things slower lets you identify and sort through your feelings as they occur. If you can identify that you're feeling irritated or angry, you may be better able to restrain yourself from taking it out on Mom or Dad.

2. Count to 10.

This is yet another way of getting yourself to loosen up and analyse about how you feel before you act. Take a deep breath, count at a slow pace, then question yourself how you feel and why. You may be aware that it's not the good time to criticize your Dad's opinion, for example, and help yourself out by picking a better time to discuss your point of view with him.

3. Think of the time when your parents have helped or pleased you.

Everyone acts like a monster sometimes and an angel at others. Try to remember an incident when your parents were being as wonderful as ever to balance out the negative feeling you're having about them at the moment.

4. Keep telling yourself that quarreling usually doesn't solve problems. It makes the situation worse.

You may not be feeling exceptionally reasonable, but try to use your head: Will starting a quarrel help settle the situation at hand, or is there possibly a better way? How can you address the issue calmly and with a clear head?

5. Don't be so hard on yourself.

So your mum's angry about your grades or your dad dislike your boyfriend or girlfriend. They're entitled to their opinions, but their opinions don't make you a bad person. You're free to have your own opinions, too. Use them wisely.

6. Take into account what else is going on in your own life.

Are you not feeling well or dumbfounded from a quarrel with a friend?Give yourself some space, too. Don't let your feelings about other events and people colour how you treat your family members - or anyone else, for that matter. You'd probably dislike it if they did the same to you, right?

All quarrels/fights are inevitable. And at time, quarrels are needed to work out an issue or problem. Nevertheless, you should be proud of yourself when you achieve in keeping your mental state in check: Refraining yourself from quarreling with your parents. Keep in mind, your parents are human-beings, too - people who make mistakes, just like you. (;



Trust means to believe. If you trust him/her, it means you have no doubt in your mind about his/her honesty and integrity. Tiada hubungan yang kekal tanpa kepercayaan. Trust is the key to building a relationship. If you don’t trust a person, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him/her. Have you ever felt hurt or betrayed by your boyfriend/girlfriend and find it hard to forgive him/her?

Firstly, remind yourself that "that was then and this is now."

Many people have a tough time to trust their partners again, especially if their partner had cheated on them.

Ways to trust your partner again after he/she cheats you:

Take a break from him/her after you find out he/she's cheated. You wouldn't want to ask for a break immediately and regrets it later on, right? Deep inside, you still love him/her. You need to take time to calm down and think about you and your relationship. Do you want a guy/girl who isn't trustworthy?

Understand the problems you'll face if you forgive him/her and stay together. Think: It's not just that he/she cheated, but he/she lied to you. He/She disregarded you. Even if you manage to work things out and he/she can prove that it's over with the Other Boy/Girl, you'll be paranoid at every phone call or messages he/she received. Trusting him/her the first time was hard enough, the second will take much longer. Are you prepared to work that hard for him/her? Maybe if you really love him/her, you will. (;

Don't revenge. Don't start cheating on him/her to get revenge. If he/she had already ruin your self-esteem, how is being with someone else helps to repair the trust in your relationship? It might make you feel worse.

Move on, forgive and forget and stay positive. (;
Do not trust on the phrase: Once a Cheater, Always a Cheater. Because people can change. It's just up to you whether to trust him/her back again or not. Remember, trust your instinct. Because most of the the time, instinct are always right. (;

the signs;D

8 Signs to prove that someone likes you.

He may MSN or text you constantly but never ask you out for a date. She might stare at you throughout work time then ignore you during break time. Maybe you've got a sneaking suspicion that he/she has the feelings for you. How can you tell that your feelings about them liking you is true? Here are a few signs that they are probably into you.

1. Your gut says "YES!"
- This may be a frustrating piece of advice because you're still learning how to recognize and trust your intuition. However, if you have a feeling that someone's falling for you, its probably true. Give yourself more time. With it, you will learn how to recognize this feeling better, so don't sweat it.

2. They can't take their eyes off you
- He/she won't be able to avoid looking at you. He/she may look into your eyes for a long time, or he/she might glance at you compulsively then look away, but one way or another, his/her gaze is constantly headed in your direction. This is one example of a body language, a great clue about whether someone likes you,

3. They want to be near you
- If he/she likes you, he/she's likely to put herself/himself near you whenever possible. Maybe he/she finds way to see you. He/she might not say anything to you, but he/she wants to know more about you.

4. They remember things you say
- Three weeks ago you mentioned that you've always wanted a Gilera, and he/she brings it up when you're chatting. Maybe he/she remembers that your favourite colour is red or that you're deathly afraid of the dark. If he/she is paying attention into little details like this, he's probably into you.

5. They think you're hilarious - Even if you totally aren't
- You told the worst joke at work the other day, and he/she was the only one who laughed. Maybe you made a pun that caused everyone else to groan, but he/she held her tongue. Perhaps he/she giggles at everything you say. If any of these situation like yours, there's a good chance that he/she likes you.

6. They smile like it's going out of style
- When you walk into the room, his/her face lights up. When you talk to each other, he/she's smiling big and paying attention. Now ask him/her out already!

7. They tell someone they like you
- He/she might tell one of her friends that he/she likes you, or he/she might be a little more subtle and say something like "Wow! Sheila is a really great dancer" or "Don't you think Yan is the nicest guy ever?" In either case, he/she thinks you're pretty great and would probably be thrilled if you asked him/her out.

8. They ask for your opinion
- He/she asks what you think about something that's important to him/her, whether it's his/her blog or his/her new pair of sunglasses. He/she's probably pretty keen on you, and this is a great opportunity to strike up a conversation, and maybe more.

break ups.

Break Ups

You're not ready to let him/her go. But that's that. He/She had decided that it's best for the both of you to break up. You still need him/her. You 'can't survive without him/her'. But once their mindset is made up, you can't do anything about it. All you have to do is - get over it. But the question is. How?

1. Realise that it's already over between the both of you.
Pretend that it didn't happen. I know it's hard to pretend, but well, you just have to try. You broke up for a good reason (even if it's not), and getting back together isn't an option. Until you accept this, you can't start healing.

2. Get Sad
Maybe this might be a little bit far, but yes, just get sad. Give yourself a couple of days to mope around and cry. Sob to your friends, write your unhappiness to a diary, or even screaaaam out loud (a deserted place, that is)! Letting yourself be sad will do you better rather than bottling your unhappiness all up. After all that crying, it's better to start snapping out of it!

3. Leave your ex alone
Ye, korang confirm ada urge nak calling2 and message2 dia kan? Resist it. Korang dua need a little time apart from each other, or else you'll never stop hurting. In a couple of months, you might be ready to try out a friendship, but for now, try to avoid all contact.

4. Keep Yourself Busy
Makin korang duduk dalam bilik nangis2, makin susah korang nak lupakan ex korang. Hang out with your friends and family, go shopping, watch a movie or just lepak-ing with gerek friends will help. It'll make you feel good and get your mind off of the breakup.

5. Force yourself to get over it
After the loss, you won't be thinking about your ex non-stop like you used to. Tapi kadang2 korang nye thoughts will trail back to your breakup. Put aside those sad thoughts off your head and replace them with happy ones. Tak guna korang sedih2 untuk selamanya.

6. Make a Change
Breakups can be a good excuse for fresh starts. Make a fun change: give yourself a makeover, and etc. It'll make you feel happy and give you a big boost of confidence.

7. Let Time Go By
Time really does heal all wounds. The pain you're feeling now won't last forever, even if it feels like it will. Just hang in there. Let time heal your wounds.

Break ups doesn't mean the end of the world. Jangan nak plead untuk dapatkan korang nye ex balik. If they love you, they'll have the initiative to get you back. Give yourself space to learn to get to know more boys/girls of your opposite gender. 'There's a lot of fishes in the sea'. Surely, you will be attracted to one of those 'fishes' and thus, you'll be able to forget your ex. (;


halooooooooooooooooooooooo.... know what?? after sch today, went to take the shoe for chingay. which wasnt given either. hahahha!!! and yea. its so damn big!!! goodness. hahhahah!!! and yea. went to meet miss azlina for the pic. went jp with asyiqin and joan. WHAT A TOPIC!!! hahahhahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cnnt tahan!!!! and yea. then went home.... then saw mum and dad. then dad bought tis white phone but i dont want. so yea, he's using it;D. while im using my phone again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippe.!!! then entered the room, mum gave me this puma shoes which cost $69. my god isnt it?!!! i know. and yea, then she gave me a puma jacket. black and GOLD!!!! damn nice la sey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $90+ sia!!!! damn shocking!!! and yea. later skipping ngagi. =D. mum, cik ayu and me, going out;D.

February 24, 2010

jan. feb


huhu. was so damn fun. 3e6 was like running all over the place and sabo one another. hahahahah!!! funny. damn funny!!! seriously!!! hahahahha!! and yea. went to bliss cafe. funny. had fun. damn lots of fun. hahahha!! then meet my dear after sch.=D. at tb;D. then reached home. no one at home. suddenly thought of sis. she's gone to pulau ubin!!!! huhu!!! and yea. miss her. tats all. then went ngaji. and now, doing skit.-.-". while my dear is out to safra. the end. huhu.

February 23, 2010

sad. bored.

hey. got a sad news tonight. sis going to pulau ubin tomorrow.;(. so sad!!! im gonna be all alone!!!! in the room..... raushan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sleep with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i scared=D. huhu. and yea. im sooooooooooooooooo gonna miss her!!! syaqim as well. nvm. we sad2 together. hahahha!! but yea. life has to go on. huh?? link?? k. shuddup. heeeeeeeeee. and yea. mum gave me a white gold necklace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, its the first time i received a necklace from someone. how sad;((. at the age of going to fifteen somemore. so sadding! but yea. she said my birthday present. dont know true anot. she looks like kidding but serious in a way. hope u undrstnd. hahhaha!!! and yea. mann playing xbox with his dad. cute huh?? i know. hahhaha!!! and yea. just now aftr sch went jp with some people. bought the cards stuffs and the cake!!!! hoooooooorrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. huhu. and yea. meet mann afterwards;D. huhu. im sooooooooo lovin today;D.

and at night got pass this message around and............

1. u r naughty
2.u r just a friend
3.u r cute
4.u r just my friend but i wish u were more
5.i like u
6.i love u
7.u r pretty
8.u r nice
9.u r a sincere person
10.u r my best friend

people says im.................
sweetdarl; 6. 3.
ateetot; 3. 6. 10.
adibah; 1. 6.
fiqah; 8.
liyana; 7. 6.
syida; 3. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.
haidee; 9. 8. 7. 3. 1.
ihsan; 4. 9.
mel; none. "funny." hahha!!
rusydi; 8. 9. 5. 2. 7.
syafiq; 8.
syaqim; 9.


February 22, 2010

united world college


hey!! went to united world college. guess wat?? it was so damn big and cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the paintings there also very nice. i admire them alot!! ill upload the pictures soon yea? now in a rush to sleep. hahahha!!=D. huhu. and my hubby did fetch me from sch just now;D. sweet right? i knw.=D. huhu.

and guess wat?! im turning 15 very very very soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. yipppppppppppeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. k. shuddup mira.;D. huhu!! and yea. mimie performing on that late day!!!=D. hooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. mann now stress. huhu. im sorry my dear;D.=D

February 21, 2010

fucking fucked up.

i should feel sorry right now. coz im the cause. i fucked everything. im srry my dear. i dont knw what the fucking hell i was thinking. shit la!!! i fucked everything up. haish................................................. i gt nthg else to say to myself. stupid i guess. haish. the only thing im thinking right now is, " IM AFRAID." how dumb can i be. because of this. this happened. haiyo. thanx sarmira. you did it again. things were right and thanx to my stupid fucking thinking, things happen again. AGAIN you know. haiz. what can say to myself now? stupid? sucks? dumb? what? can someone help me choose one? uuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enough i guess. ALL BECAUSE OF ME. great. congrats nur sarmira filzah bte kamal. brilliant.



reached home. and seriously, THE CHINGAY PARADE 2 WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehhe!!! and yea. we had fun. kecoh kecoh!!! i like!! hahhaha!! the JOKE was so................ u know. hahahhha!!!between us only ahr... hahahha!!=D. and yea. it was quite tiring. seriously. i was perspiring like a pig!!!! seriously!!!! hahahhahaha!!! then ended with a cheer!!!=D. yippe!!! i like today. seriously. we were like so...................................... UNITED!!!=D. huhu. then performing, saw sis!!! huhu.!!! mcm nmpk artist. hahahha!! then performing........................ saw SR NATHAN!!!! =D. huhu!!! then saw camera!!! right in front of me!!! im gonna be on TV people!!! huhu!!! how great is that?!!=D. im so watching it 2mrw at 8pm. =D. hehehhehe!! CHANNEL 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. huhu!!! sooooooooooooo excited!!!=D. and the sea people saw mann!! and rascal. and yea. i didnt=(((. huhu. so sad!! so yea.

and yea. now im so fucked up. i dont know why but i just HATE people with attitude problem. why you did that to me? why? haish. and i was so disappointed. that attitude towards me was so not necessary. and do you care im home safely anot? coz u look like you dont. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. nvm. F**k that. till here.

February 19, 2010


yoyoyoyo!!!! now im soon gonna go to CHINGAY PARADE 1!!!! believe that?!!!! goodness!!!! im so damn scared and excited!!! hhahahah!!! mira2. then. he maybe fetching. =D. yayay!!!

hey!!! im bck from CHINGAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHHEHE!! it was fun!!!! there was tons of people!!! wow!! didnt expected that. seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D. kept smiling.=D. hehehe!! but saw no one. just look at the cameras. hahahha!!!=D. huhu. then after it ends, saw fireworks!!!=D. then boon lay sec was like soooooooooooooooooooooooooo crazy!! hahahha!! joker la u guys. i like!!!=D. huhu. but sadly. 2mrw is gonna be the last day.=((( soooooooooooooooo sad!!! i soooooooooooooo gonna miss them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =((((((. so yea. cant wait for tat!!!=D. chaos.;D

February 17, 2010



btw. im sorry about this my friend. hope you had a pleasant birthday today;D. hehehhe. i love you.;D. hehehhe!! remember that. may all your wishes come true!!!!;D cya!

February 16, 2010

had a plesant day;)

hey there people!!! i had a damn lot of fun on the 16th!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn serious!!! hahhaha!! so yea. went to marina square to play some game of bowling!!! god. i had damn lots of fun!! seriously!! so yea. meet him at 1230?? suppose to. but who was late again?? hahah!! k. shuddup mira;D. so yea. we went for bowling. his treat. but!!!!!!!!!!!! he won!! and tats not fair!!! hahha!! was just joking. i was bad. seriously. hahahha!! then head to the opposite place which is the arcade!!! hahhah!!! funny la. we played some shooting games and did a game on the car. he won again!! hahahha!! so yea. went to McDonald to eat.=D. so yea. we both ate Mcspicy. isnt it cute??;D. huhu. then head to clarke quay/boat quay/raffles?? not sure myself. i think we went to all of them. hahahha!! so yea. we went looking for a drink. was dying thirst!! seriously!! then head for home when done. walked from JP. reached home around 8+?? i guess.=D. so yea. slept early. got sch.=D.

but the day before, on the 15th. we went to vivo and watched VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt it cute?!! and meet ayu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!! its like so long since we last meet!!! seriously!!! IMY!!!=D. hehehhehe. so yea. we meet around 10+ at Li's. then head for vivo. but shema meet us at clementi. so yea. meet ayu at GV. bought the tickets.;D. then did some CAMPWHORING!!! hehehehhe. then entered. so kecoh!! hahahha!!! watched the sweet movie.=D. then head for rooftop for a moment then head for KFC. then ate.=D. after that, i and Li head to nearest mosque. she did some praying. then we head to jurong. with a topic all the way!! hahaha!! then took 243G. then reached home, got to know my hubby watched Percy Jackson. wow right?! i know;D. then.............. i dont know. hahhaha!!! then had our call. but late;(.. huhu. but still, i love you my dear;D