February 13, 2010

i hate this really.

i cant seem to understand what's with you. things will be okay in one moment. a moment later, things go upside down. i don't understand. i need an explanation. what's with us? what seem to be the problem? why each time my heart aches when things happen?? am i hurt in a way? who should i blame it to?? myself? or the situation happening? must this really go on? this hurt. i cant possibly act that im okay when the truths is, im not. how long must i keep this to myself?? and have the consequences for everything. even when im not the cause. i cant do this anymore. and i don't know how i should tell you. you will get angry and wont listen to me at all. i just want things to be okay. like each relationship around. not like us. fighting, quarreling over nothing everyday. i hate it when that happen. cause, you'll leave and ill be all alone. being crushed and hurt. without even cared for. i hate this. just hate it. please. let's work this out. im tired of this.

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