ive let it out.

hey. its the date im looking forward to. its just. nvm. i know you dont care. but whatever it is. UOYSSIMI. i couldnt really sleep yesterdaay thinking. i just cant lie about that and im sorry. i didnt mean to. but i accidentally did. i know you dont care anything regarding me anymore. but at least, just listen eventhough im whispering. people may think that it is just a waste of time. yea. maybe true. but im tired if hiding all this while. for 2 mnths?.. hw more pathetic do you want it to be?.. so, im just going to let it out here and nowhere else. whoever read this or you urself reading it. listen and throw it back out. coz it will just be a nuisence. believe me. im through. if experienced more than you do dear. trust me. this post means alot to me. coz ive let it out. at least here even if i didnt let it out to you. its still considered good. so yea. i may or not update on this date. so yea. im done. miss you.;(


got to know a few stuff from someone. ure gonna be gone for a week. wow. hope you will be alright yaww dear. ;( i dont know whats really best for me. i miss you damn badly rahman bin samad. and ts 11. wow. how much worst can it get?!