June 9, 2011

So much for a surprise.


I was rejected. "Maybe next time?"....... Ouch. I know they are just words. But why am I so hurt? :/. I'm not disappointed. Just that.............. After so much I've tried?? Sneak around from my mum to buy it for you as I know that you're sad and maybe this can cheer you up?? And I've poked myself so much, it ended up with me bringing it home again. And knowing that I've tried to surprise you, it just doesn't work every single time. Sucks huh? Maybe I shouldn't try surprising you anymore and just get things done....... The purpose of the surprise is gone anyway........ So yea............... I'm just disappointed..... Not with you. But myself. :/. I'm sorry.

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