tell me why??!!

it have been a month eversince everything was perfectly fine.and i got to know something again. oh my gosh! i thought i promised myself not to listen. but i did. i accidentally listen, care and wonder. i dont want this anymore. i dont want to be the fool again. i just dont want that! i had enough. and i'll prove to you that i have. just watch me act.

someone was trying to pull my legs yesterday plus today. i thought it was for real! wth. hahahha!!! went to tan chuan house to do project work. finish everything by 3. head for home then looking for connection. IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhah!!! but got it la. hahaha! im so going out 2mrw! hahahah!!

a poem ive found;
Lonely is just one word chosen to represent so much
To tell of feelings inside that the senses cannot touch

Lonely can be in the teardrops on a bereaved person’s cheek
Lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak

Lonely can haunt a deserted room that Laughter once made proud
Lonely surrounds you when you’re alone or finds you in a crowd

Lonely is heard in echoed footsteps of a departing friend
Lonely penetrates the solitude of nights that will not end

Lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart
Lonely stays and torments until new Love shatters it ap