V-vur-viking!!!!

My room mates!!!!!=D

Our Boonlayian Leaders!

The Leadership speakers.
They simply BOOMMSSSS!!!!

Our Viking SLs

The Viking leaders;

YOYOYO!! wat's up?! hahahahhahah!!!! so yea. the pictures are simply took during my 3 days 2 night camp in Ngee Ann Poly. the camp simply BBBOOOOOMMMMMMSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! like seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaahhahahahha!!! and yea. learm tons of things that i can apply on my everyday life. i really enjoy myself there!!!!!!!!!!!! and they feed us with awesome foods!!!!!!!(Coffee Bean desert, Ramen ten, Mcdonald breakfast, Old Chang Kee, Breeks) they provide us with awesome sleeping area!!!!(apartment). its simply awesome. hehehhehehe. i advise you guys to try out and see for urself!!! hahahahhahah!!! and yea. alot of things must be said. but im soo tired. but i really did enjoy myself;D i love my VIKINGS people!!!! they're simply HORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. i love my SLs alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they're very caring people. and they are Ngee Ann Poly students. they are all so caring and loving. i love them alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D. they made me enjoy this camp very much. its simply the best camp i ever gone to!!!!!!!=D

what hurts more than losing you is knowing you're not fighting to keep me

hey there people. today got back some resuls. let me list down.
mother tongue paper1- 49/70
mother tongue paper2- 26/70 (pathetic huh?)
literature- 44/80 (pw can help!!!)
english paper1-
english paper2-
english results with oral- 50/100 (just pass!!! and pw can help!!!!)
science- 44/100 ( =( )
art overall- 70/100

then. yea. talked about work with winnie.
then yea. planned to go lavendar after school.
so yea. plan was carried out. hahahhaha!!!
so yea. got there.
together with winnie sister;D
and yea!!! alot of things happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
godness.
dont even want to talk about it.
like seriously. hahahha!!!
and yea. he fetched me after im done with NOTHING.
F**K!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and ye. it did turn out that well. haiz. just wat is happening to us?
haiya. nevermind. you dont understand my pain.
i dont too. we just dont understand each other anymore huh?
haiz. wats happening??...
and yea. ill speak out my pain.
later,..................
tomorroe,...............................
or maybe, never,.........................
why not i just keep quite and act im okay all the time like i always do...??
this kind of thing wont happen.
thanx ahr mira. for being like me. haiz...........................


Everyday I regret pushing you away
Afraid that I might lose you forever
And that I might not get a second chance
If only I could turn back the clock
I'd tell you how much I care for you
How much I wish I could be with you
To hold you when you're feeling down
Or to hug you when you need a hug
But I'm afraid I've lost you forever
And I'll never get a second chance with you

Am i losing you, or is it all in my head?
it's like you're laying right next to me in an empty bed.

It's all the things you don't say, that let me know you're ready to drift away without the promise of returning one day.

Am i losing you, or have you already left?
the absence of the love in your presence has left me distressed.

Have i done too much or even to little, what has made you uneasy, disabled to love like a cripple.

Am i losing you? Yes i am.
the signs were there
although i did not see
because i was obsessed with finding you, in the process i lost me.

lost the love i have for myself
the pride and respect
which places me before anyone else.

i will not lose that love, no never again
whether i change for worse or better,
i know i can not stay the same because like before i met you and after you leave the only person that'll remain in the picture is me.

3rd monthsary

yesterday was 16 people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehheheh!!!

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY MANNIRA!!!!

we went out. to vivocity.
planned to go sentosa.
but change of plans. ooops. hahahahh!!!
so yea. he went to prayers then meet me at interchange.
we wore blue.
so called blue. hahhahah!!! and yea.
walk3. go to toys'R'us. hahahhaha!!! cute huh?
i know. hehehhehe!!!!
thn eat burger king.
damn cute la the alien. hahahhahahaha!!!
then continue walk2.
around 6 went roof top. camp whore!!!!
he damn cute la sey!!!
hehehhehehehhehe. and yea. sit2. talk2.
blah3. around 8.40p.m, head for home.
get down at pioneer station. and yea.
he gave me the ring;(
its a promise. i see. but i dunno why,
its kinda hurt.
i want you to keep it. please.
so yea. he's taking it back on 20 october;D
i love you;D

and yea. soon. you're gonna be busy with studies.
ill wait for you my dear.
dont disappoint me please. 11 november 2009 is the date
when it is stated, OVER.
ill meet you.
and ill try to;D
for now, study hard. reach your goals.
i love you. just believe in that and everything will be alright;D

maths and science!!

using yanty laptop. just done teaching farah. and only done with one chapter!!!! hahahahahhahah!!!! at least she know some things. hahahah!!! dibah thought yanty. nadia just reading and doing her own stuff. now, moomoo teaching farah plak. hahahaha!!! then later planning to meet him! hehehhehe. and yea.

btw, had science and mathematics paper 2 just now!!!! godness!!! no words. hahahhaha!! and yea. i dunno how to comment on it. hahahah!!! got to know hmec results. and yea. i did pass!!! hahahahah!!! got 51/80. cool huh? ahahhahahha!!! and yea. till here. xoxo;D

16 coming!!!

hey. got to use comp. hehhehe!!! so yea. im here blogging. i know it has been a while i last logged in to post my blog. busy with examination and hari raye of course. hahahhaha!!! this raye wrong timing la sey. hahahhaha!!! hmmm... so yea. hmmm..

had history and maths paper 1- history was manageable. maths, HMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
hhahahahhah!!!!

then literature- manageable. hahhahaha!!! okay la.

hmmm... had geography and hmec just now.
hmec- TERRIBLY DONE!!!!
geography- i dunno.
hahhahahah!!!

so yea. i went out on saturday!!!!! it was fun. i dunno why. but it is. hehehehhe. went out with his classmates. 10.30-10??? i guess. hahaha!!! and yea. we wore pink!!! isnt he cute?!!! hhahahhaha!!! took pictures on nasri's and shira's camera. too bady. hahahhahaahahha!!!! so yea. till here.

I'll Always Love You
Before I met you,
I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart,
I didn't wanna live no more
I just wanted an end,
I thought nothing could cure me,
My heart would never mend.
You walked into my problems
and made them go away,
I didn't wanna be with you,
'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday.
I gave you a chance to see if that was true,
But something was different and you were something new.
Now, I know what your love is truly about,
your sweet, honest, and loveable,
something I can't live without.
I hope that this love will last,
Because you know I'll always love you,
I hope we'll never part,
because I know you love me too...

HAPPY BDAY TO YOU MY DEAREST SITER!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!! JUST KNOW THAT!!!

HOPE HE HAD MADE YOUR DAY TODAY.

HEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHE.

AND HOPE YOU LIKE THE THING I BOUGHT YOU.

I LOOK HIGH AND LOW TO FIND YOU SOMETHING. HAHAHHAH!!!

AND THANX FOR EVERYTHING.

YOU'RE 17!!! JGN ACTION!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

AND LAST LONG SYAQIM MUSIRA;D

couple it out

updating

Have not been updating. I know.
Hmmm…. Things been sucking plus okay?
Hmm… I have no idea.
I gave up with this life.
It seems so hurting.
I dunno why either.
Urrrrghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Damn irritating!!!
Hahahahhaha!!!
But im okay I guess.
Hmmm…
Now, im just being with him.
For the moment.
Im happy. But when each time I saw THEM,
Its hard. Lets just fit in.
Hahahahahha!!! Hmmm….
About us, hney;
I love you. The TAGS, just ignore.
I love you. N only u. dun u worry. Hehehehehe.
Dun mad2 k my darling? I love you.<3
Hehehehehe.

And about studies. hMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Hahahhahaha!! Been staying back for lessons.
Heheh! EYE coming!!! Eng n mt p1 is over.
Hehehehe. Hmm..
So, I’ll be rare here.
To spammers out there,
Take a break. You guys got time, go revise la.
Don’t waste your time this way.
Its useless.
Doenst get you any good.
Hahahahahahaha!!!!
So yea.
TO ALL, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR UPCOMING PAPERS.